I Am Jack

by
Susanne Gervay

illustrations by

Cathy Wilcox

Tricycle Press, October 2009, 126 pp.
ISBN: 978-1-58246-286-8

Genre: Early Chapter
Subgenres: Realistic Fiction / Bullying
Reviewed: 3/26/2010

Reviewed by: Conan Tigard

Book Cover

Excerpt

Panic 

The sun streams through my window. Samantha's singing in the shower. Mom is making breakfast. Rob has already gone to work. Monday morning. My karate magazine slides off the bed. I can't go to school. My head hurts, hurts, hurts.

Mom is not interested in my headaches. "Nonnegotiable," she says. "School's on."

It starts ion the school bus. "Butt Head. Butt Head. Butt Head," echoes along the aisle as boys walk past. There are a few thumps on the way. George Hamel isn't even on the bus. Anna isn't either. She's probably helping in the Napoli's Super Delicioso Fruitologist Market. Samantha's frightened and I force her to sit in the back. She doesn't want to. I make a mental note that I'll get up early tomorrow and walk to school. How do I get off the bus when it stops? I can't stand up now because I'll get sandwiched between the guys in the aisle. That's dangerous. Maybe I'll finger jab one of them in the kidneys. Ohhh, my head really hurts. The bus jerks to a stop. I make a dash for the door, shoving as hard as I can. Suddenly there's a big surge forward. I lose balance. I stumble down the bus steps trying to grab onto the sides. I half make it and land on my knees ripping a hole in my pants. It stings, but I'm out and I run.

There is no way I'm going through the school gates today. Then I see her. The librarian walking to the side gate. I race towards her and offer to carry her books. "That's nice of you, Jack." She chats about good books to read, while my heart's throbbing like an enormous blind pimple. The library is open every recess, every lunchtime. "There's always someone here to help you find a book. A librarian and an assistant." I stand close to her as she unlocks the library door. It's like a revelation. Sunlight floods the big room with its shelves of books alphabetically ordered. Tables and chairs are neatly placed in the center of the room. There's an alcove with computers and another alcove with the photocopier and audiovisual tapes. Paper ducks flap from the ceiling and posters hang between shelves. A safe house. The throbbing subsides. I've found a place to hide. A safe place.

I stay in the library until the bell and until the librarian says I have to go to class. I wait until Mr. Angelou flies in. Ha. Ha. Get it, flies in. Like and angel. Flies. I know I must be feeling a little better if I can make a joke.

Christopher pulls at my shirt as I go to my seat. He looks at his desk when he whispers, "Can't play handball with you anymore, Jack. Paul can't either."

I swallow hard but I understand. Maybe Christopher could stand up to George Hamel, but it's everyone else. Even nice guys. It is like they don't know I'm Jack anymore. I'm the guy with the weird mother and no dad and the guy Mr. Angelou puts in detention and I'm just Butt Head. Butt Head. "That's okay, Christopher."

 

Synopsis

Jack is eleven years old and lives with his mother, hippie, and his sister, Samantha, who is a year younger than he is. At school, a bully named George Hamel is always picking on him and other kids. Jack wants to tell his mother what is going on, but the time never seems right as his mother is distracted with her own life.

One day, George Hamel and Jack play a game of handball, and Jack wins. George Hammel is a jock and a bully and starts calling Jack "Butt Head." Unfortunately for Jack, the name sticks. Pretty soon, everyone is calling him by this horrible nickname and his friends are forced to not play handball with him during recess anymore. The only friend who sticks by his side is Anna. Anna and Jack have been best friends since they were five years old and they walk home every day with Samantha after school.

As the days pass, the tension within Jack builds and he is barely able to function with the headache he has. Everyone is picking on him and he doesn't know why. When Anna finally tells her father what is going on with Jack, Anna's father informs Jack's mother. Jack's mother marches down to the school and reports what is going on . . . and she is very upset. Neither the principal nor Jack's teacher, Mr. Angelou, knew that any bullying was going on in their school. They promise to do some investigating while Jack takes a few days off from school.

No matter what they find, Jack doesn't want to go back to that school. His mother has promised that he wont' have to. If Jack goes to a new school, he won't be with his sister or his friends anymore. He has a hard decision to make soon, and he isn't sure if he is up to it.

I Am Jack is a realistic fiction, early chapter book by Susanne Gervay. The book is illustrated by Cathy Wilcox. This book is intended for early chapter readers ages 8 and up.

 

Review

I Am Jack is a book about a boy who is picked on by the local bully at the elementary school he attends. The story is told from Jack's point of view. He doesn't understand why this is happening to him. What has he done to cause George Hamel to hate him so much? Is this because he beat a jock in a game of handball?

Susanne Gervay does a wonderful job of describing what Jack is going through. She wrote this story after her son, Jack, won his own battle with a local bully. In the book, Jack tried to handle the situation on his own by ignoring it. This didn't end up helping at all. In fact, it makes the situation even worse. After Jack's mother finds out, Jack comes to the realization that he should have told her sooner. Because she found out, Jack has the support of his mother, Rob (his future step-father), Anna, Anna's father, the principal, and especially Mr. Angelou. Everyone works hard to get this situation resolved for Jack and for the school, where bullying should never be tolerated. Children need to learn that is something like this is going on, they must tell an adult about it.

Man, I was torn up inside while reading I Am Jack. I was never really picked on as a kid, but am sensitive enough to understand how this could affect someone if it were happening to them. After all, I have a daughter that is still in school and I worry about her all the time. I work for a school district and have stopped a few disagreements between students over the years. I know that I will keep my eyes open a little wider now because of what I learned in this book

The illustrations by Cathy Wilcox are a nice touch. They are drawn very well and will help early chapter readers imagine what is happening in the book. Boy oh boy, George Hamel sure looks like your typical thick-necked bully. It is no shocker that he can't even write. Maybe this is why he is so angry and has such a low self-esteem. This is probably why he picks on kids that he feels are either better or smarter than he is.

Overall, I Am Jack is an excellent tale about a young man struggling to overcome a situation he didn't cause. This is an excellent early chapter book for children because it teaches many lessons that they should know.  The story also has an underlying message that you should always treat other with respect, even if they are different from you. Wonderful story.

I rated this book a 9 out of 10.

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